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Nothing Brings Me Down & Spurred In October

So, if you’re a blogger and you’re reading this, you should go back up your content right now. I say this because a few weeks ago when Dream Host was hacked and a few of my blogger friends had first hand experiences with all the drama that ensued, I took it as a sign and immediately went and back up my website. Because of that, I had a backup of my site when the server had a fatal crash yesterday and my site was down for over five hours. I tend to freak out when my site is down because it’s a situation where I am completely out of control, which doesn’t flow well at all with my INFJ personality, and I just sit anxiously waiting for it to be fixed while refreshing every five minutes. (Even though I’m not. supposed. to. do. that.) But eventually I decided to let go and decide that whatever happened happened, and I felt on top of the world.

This morning when I woke up and restored the site from it’s back up, I realized I’d lost two weeks of posts (and comments), but instead of freaking out I remember I have all my posts saved in RSS readers and comments are emailed to me. So I spent the entire morning sipping delicious tea and copy and pasting my content. I was actually humming while I was doing it. After all was said and done, I permanently lost only the comments that I made, which I plan on remaking, especially in response to your amazing comments on this entry. (If you didn’t see my comment before the site went down, don’t worry, I will reply again because your comments mean so much to me.) And had I been ringing my hands and stressed about it, what would it have solved? Nothing. Nothing would’ve been any different. I have such a hard time of saying “it’s out of my hands” in so many situations, but I’m going to actively try to let go when I know there’s nothing more I can do.

(Click on the photos if you’d like to see them larger.)
Purity” October 7th (Day 280) “Sentiment” October 8th (Day 281), & “Hair” October 9th (Day 282)
It was almost too perfect that the prompt for October 8th was “Sentiment”. I had to take the chance to photograph my dried boquet that sits on our dresser from our wedding ceremony. Cheesy, I know, and even though it was the first thing I thought of it was the second and third too, so I did it anyway. And as for the hair, I was under the impression Locks of Love did not take dyed hair, but I’m happy to learn I was wrong! They take dyed hair as long as it isn’t bleached. (I may be donating in two months here if I can gather up the courage to go for a pixie cut!)

Kisses” October 10th (Day 283) & “Introduction” October 11th (Day 284)

It’s hard to believe there was a time when the cats didn’t all adore each other, but when I see this picture and realize it was the first time the three of them had piled together, I smile at how far they’ve come. (Pfft, now Pumpkin and Atlas are super BFFs and I feel left out!) And “Introduction” was about introducing Atlas to the “bath”. It went really well! He only tried to jump in one time, and then never made that mistake again, but every time he hears the water running he runs in to play faux fishing. He isn’t afraid to get his paws wet, either.

Problem” October 13th (Day 286)

The windows in our bedroom have the worst insulation and it causes condensation to build up on the window sill. I know it’s something I could talk to the building manager about, but I keep forgetting! (And I still haven’t done it as I’m writing this five months later! It doesn’t happen very often (especially since we had such a warm winter) so it was easy to forget about.

Want” October 14th (Day 286)

Our good friend Will spent a lot of time in China over the years for school and business and he brought home Pumpkin flavored Pocky (delicious Japanese snack!). Unfortunately I’m almost positive it has milk in it (at least the frosting), so I haven’t actually tried it, but I keep them on my desk to remind me of awesome friends.

Fantasy” October 15th (Day 287)

Haha, oh gosh, this is a photograph of my desktop on my computer. It’s fantasy themed and very special to me. Of course, it doesn’t look like that now because my computer crashed last week and I had to reformat, but I’m sure I’ll get it back to normal in no time.

Solace” October 12th (Day 285) & “Smart!” October 16th (Day 288)

Really, he’s just enjoying the sun. And for the “Smart” prompt, I managed to snap a photo of Pumpkin doing his “touch” trick for breakfast. All the boys know how to “sit” and “touch” and do so each morning before breakfast!

I’m A Serial Rearranger

Humans by nature avoid change, and I am no different, when it comes to bigger things anyway. But I’ve always needed to change it up when it comes to my living space, and now that I’m actually sitting here thinking about it I think I get this from my mum. Every time I come home to visit it seems like the furniture has been rearranged and moved to new spaces. I find this kind of change absolutely refreshing and I could never understand how my grandmother (bless her heart) could have her house in exactly the same order, with the same decorations, for 25+ years. Seriously, I think that would drive me absolutely batty. (This is probably why I have died my hair every color under the sun at least once.) I have spring, summer, autumn, and winter decorations that help me change my surroundings at least a little, but I’ve lately the urge to rearrange the apartment has been overwhelming. Unfortunately it’s kind of hard in an apartment (at least ours) because the space is pretty well set up for where your things will be, and only in those places. (Because of outlet placements, phone jacks, etc.)

But Tom and I decided to change it up anyway. Our couch set came with a loveseat that didn’t really fit in the living room space, so it’s been stuck in the corner of the apartment since day one, and we draped the cats’ favorite comforter over it and dubbed it the kitty corner. Turns out they don’t use it as much as the cat tree, laps, or the other couches anyway. (Gee, we set up a whole area for them and they never use it!) So we swapped the kitchen table and chairs for the couch! We both absolutely love it, though neither of us are sure if we actually prefer it this way, or if we’re just excited to see the change. What do you think?

I had my oatmeal today sitting on the comfortable love seat watching life move about fifteen stories below, and it was awesome. Next week I’m taking on the bedroom.




Photos 1-4 were all 4 photo stitch with the 35mm, and the last photo was taken by Tom. (Thanks Tom!)

Where I Admit To Crying A Lot

I cry a lot. I didn’t used to, though. In fact, that used to be my “thing”. I fancied myself a tough girl; in control of her life, one of the guys, daughter of a military man, and really tough. Nothing phased me. But ever since Tom and I came together I started crying more. It started with what I call gratitude tears. Every morning when I woke up next to Tom I couldn’t believe we were finally together, how terrified I was to pack a few suitcases, leave my family and possessions to move to Canada, and the tears would just leak out. The crying then progressed to sad films, Tom’s romantic gestures, and now I struggle with trying not to cry in public. (This is mortifying to me, really, but I haven’t reached Kristen Bell’s level yet.) So what does this have to do with cats?

Well, I’ve been meaning to connect on this blog more and be more personal, but it’s something I’ve been struggling with lately (which I’ll talk about more next week), so in an attempt to both connect and make up for Caturday, I wanted to share photos that I took for Toronto Cat Rescue on Friday. And during the session I almost cried twice, and when I came home I did cry.

The volunteer told me how great the photos were for the cats last time, and how a few had been in the system formonths, and then were adopted the day the photos went up on the website. So then I started thinking about how scared I was to approach Toronto Cat Rescue. How friends had told me they’d tried and been turned down. I thought about how long it took me to get up the courage, and how almost all the road blocks in my life lead back to fear. But I managed to stop the tears by saying to myself, “At least I’m here and helping now. At least I did it in the end.”

But then I was meeting these lovely cats and hearing their stories, taking their photos and rubbing their bellies, when I confessed that Sam (the last pictured) was extremely similar to Morn. They have the same features, same stocky build, and same quiet, teddy bear affection. I spent a lot of time just watching him explore around, rubbing his chin and belly. When I found out he’d been found with his collar on and his family never managed to connect with him, I was overwhelmed. I imagined losing Morn during a chaotic move and being unable to find him. (I remember when he accidentally escaped my old apartment and was gone for three days, I was a mess.) And while I managed to fight off the tears while with Toronto Cat Rescue, the first thing I did when I arrived home was give Morn a big tear-filled squeeze. I tell you this because for a long time I didn’t know how I felt about the fact that I am a newly filled pitcher of emotions that often overflow. I didn’t know if I was embarrassed or ashamed, but it is who I am and I’m okay with that. I’m emotional and empathetic. And I cry sometimes. (Okay, a lot.) But it’s something I’d like you to know about me, because it’s real.

 

 


 

Moments From 2009







The Last of September

Tom and I had an incredibly busy, but super amazing weekend. We attended a virtual photography seminar for most the weekend and then spent Sunday evening celebrating Tom’s sister’s birthday (which was actually on Valentine’s Day) with the family. Tom and I both went to bed last night inspired and excited about new projects and possibilities, but when I woke this morning I discovered my computer dead and lifeless, so I can’t work on my new exciting projects today, and I certainly can’t upload any new photos at the moment. Luckily I had this Spurred post started already, so I can still share some photos with you today via my phone, even if it takes forever to type. (Here’s hoping auto correct doesn’t embarrass me.)

My favorite photo is a tie between “Box” and “Brown”! I really like “Box” because I think the moss is interesting, but also because I like the way the box is tilted and the colors (yellow, green, and that tint of red) really stand out to me. And I also like “Brown” because that moment is actually candid. I didn’t mean for Atlas to walk into my shot, and I had no idea he would when he did. My least favorite shot is “Faded” because, I’ll admit, I was really lazy about taking it. (I notice that even when I take shots I like, if I remember that I was lazy about taking them they still don’t work their way onto my favorites list. Am I too hard on myself?)

Stacey asked, “How did you take your self portrait shots of the project and still get the focus right when it’s so small?”

That’s a great question, Stacey! I’ve been meaning to do a tips post for Selfies, but I can still answer your question. A lot of the time I’ll use a tripod (or a stack of books, or table- I think we’re all guilty of that!) and make sure the scene I want is displayed and my exposure is correct, and then I’ll use a remote to trigger the shot. If you try to use the timer on the camera it’s hard to get the focus just right unless you manually set it before hand, since you aren’t in the shot when you press the button and the camera auto focuses. When using a remote, as soon as you press the button the camera will autofocus on you while you’re in the scene, and give you two seconds or so to hide the remote and strike your pose. (Just make sure you’re on the same plane as when you pressed the button so the part you want remains in focus!)

Box” September 28th (Day 271)

At Kelly & Tom’s wedding, they had candles surrounded by moss. They sat us at Table 8 (!) and gave me the moss surrounding our table in two little boxes to take home and put in empty candle globes I’ve had for a few years now. I’ve been meaning to fill them with moss but never had the chance to find any. But now that I know it’s from Kelly & Tom’s wedding, it’s that much more sentimental.

Cooking” September 29th (Day 272)

Making chili “cheese” fries for the cookbook!

Sensitive” September 30th (Day 273)

My favorite soap is delicate on the skin and in scent. It’s green tea mandarin from Tashodi.

Write” October 1st (Day 274)

Guilty Pleasure” October 2nd (Day 275)

Pumpkin butter and pumpkin muffins. Pumpkin: the best autumn flavor.

Faded” October 3rd (Day 276)

I’ve had these shoes for so long! (I also had a red pair, but unfortunately they were destroyed in an outdoor adventure.)

Down” October 4th (Day 277)

Moved from 7.7 lb weights to 10 lbs!

Brown” October 5th (Day 278)

Atlas is trying on my shoes.

Creation” October 6th (Day 279)

The perfect “cheese” sauce.

Blustery Day At The Cafe





Measuring Cups, A Running Gif, and Prompt Advice

Happy Tuesday, everyone! (Sorry that I didn’t post this yesterday.) Choosing a favorite photo in this weeks line up of the Spurred project was hard! I’m obviously particularly fond of the photo “After”, which takes first place. But tied in second is “Missing” and “Fly”. “Fly” was so fun to take! I actually had to slow my pace down because I apparently run too fast for the camera to catch each part of my step. My least favorite photo is probably “Repaired” because I feel it’s just lacking in something.

Kristina asked, “I liked that you found unique ways of interpreting the prompts. Do you have any advice for those of us trying a project like this?”

I used a very simple trick for this project, but I didn’t always use it! For each word I wrote down the first two things that popped into my head, and then I didn’t use them. Instead, I tried to use the third association that came to mind in an effort to keep things fresh and challenging for myself. (Sometimes it proved a little too challenging!) And I always tried to incorporate a part of my day somehow, if could. Remember that at the end of the day all that matters is that you take a photo, and some days it’s not going to be your best work, and it’s not going to be the most imaginative interpretation of your prompt, but that’s okay! Just make sure to snap that photo.

Repaired” September 19th (Day 262)

One of our measuring cups snapped in half as I was scooping out some brown sugar the day before this prompt. It was beyond repair, so we decided to bring home some new ones. I was excited at first because it meant that I could perhaps bring home some wooden measuring cups and spoons that I’d always dreamed my kitchen would have! But during my hunt I came up empty. (With all these new bamboo cutting boards and bowls, why has nobody made measuring cups and spoons?! So much better than plastic or metal!) I must tell you, though, I saw these from windrush during my quest for the perfect measuring cups and absolutely fell in love. But I don’t love them $250 worth.

Missing” September 20th (Day 263)

Somehow I had this for the prompt of “missing”, and it made sense, but I wrote it down without a description (obviously a while ago now) and I’ve since forgotten it.

Fly” September 21st (Day 264)

Want to see a moving picture?

Glow” September 22nd (Day 265) Only 100 left!

This furball actually singed his whiskers by sticking his head over a candle. Now before you think I’m some horrid cat parent, I’ve been so fortunate to have had many a cat in my life, and when it comes to learning about fire- I’m always standing right there and they’ve always simply sniffed and then backed way off, realizing, “Hey, this is HOT.” But not Atlas, no. He just put his face right over that candle and singed his whiskers! I may have already told you this story, but I hope you’ll forgive me if I have because it’s a fun one.

Straight” September 23rd (Day 266)

After” September 24th (Day 267)

Happily Ever After, Kelly & Tom. (This was taken with the 100mm 2.8!)

Landmark” September 25th (Day 268)

There were no processing tricks for this! As we were leaving Traverse City, the sun was setting behind us yet because of the rain everything in front of us was still blue. I kept turning around unable to really believe what I was seeing. It was one of the prettiest things I’ve seen and I don’t think I could do it justice with photographs.

Circle” September 26th (Day 269)

This fruits basket was such a fiasco to hang up! We don’t have a lot of kitchen space in our apartment, so we’re always looking for ways to adjust things and make room- so we thought a fruits basket would be a great help! Turns out you can’t hang anything in the ceiling and some places on the wall are steel so you can’t hang anything there, either! We eventually managed to hang it up using an outdoor plotted plant hanger and it’s helped us out quite a bit.

Late” September 27th (Day 270)

I almost always leave the tea bag in too long. (Taken with the 100mm 2.8)

The Clowder Club Tree House

I came out of the bedroom one day a few weeks ago to discover our three furballs (I affectionately call them the Clowder Club sometimes) hanging out on the top of the cat tree together. I guess it’s now officially their tree house! Happy Caturday!






The Water Is Too Cold In February

My family always tried skating on Lake Michigan every winter. I’d been hoping for a chance this year but it just didn’t get cold enough. Sitting beside the lake yesterday watching the geese come and go, the ducks try to make their way around feathered territory, I imagined being on the lake with Tom. As children we loved it, and we’d come home from such outings and talk to each other about them on the computer. “I wish you were here,” we’d say. I want to go skating with you now that we’re finally together. For new memories and old memories to collide. Red and runny noses, double layered mittens, and blades scraping against the ice. We etched our names into the lake.





Valentine’s Day Moments In Film & Digital

I hope everyone had a wonderful holiday weekend. (Yesterday was Family Day here!) Tom and I have been so busy lately that we promised this Family Day would be us in our pajamas doing things together all day. It was wonderful! But I wanted to share some photos from Valentine’s day (I finally got them back on Saturday) that are both film and digital. I feel like every time there is a special occasion I take photos of the same things, but that’s because we’re totally obsessed with this restaurant right now. It’s one of our two “go-to” places when there’s cause for celebration, but I really like that. I like that they recognize us at these places and know who we are. And while I like going somewhere new too, I really enjoy feeling like I’m at an extended version of home. Plus both places have really amazing tea (Pu’er aged 15 years) and most restaurants around here used bagged tea in a cup. (No disrespect, but when it’s cause for celebration, nice tea is always nice.)






A Rescued Caturday

A little while ago on Twitter I mentioned some exciting news, but I wanted to wait until I had some photos to go with it to announce it on the blog. And what better day than Caturday to mention that I’m now working with Toronto Cat Rescue to provide quality photos of the cats who are looking for their forever homes! Last weekend was a huge adoption weekend, and out of twelve cats in our area, nine were adopted. The only three remaining are Yuki (who was renamed to Zelda at her new foster home due to the triangle on her nose), Anastasia, and Millie. The second cat pictured (all black with her cute tongue sticking out, with the name Pepsi) was adopted! I met a lot of wonderful cats (and some great people too) and I really cannot wait for my next shoot with TCR. HAPPY CATURDAY, FRIENDS!




Perfect Hearty (Yet Light) Winter Soup

It’s been forever and a day since I posted a recipe on here, and it’s high time I shared one. Tom’s mum made a version of this for my birthday, and it was so good that we’ve since added it into our home as well, with some slight changes. It’s been really great for the cold weather because it’s flavorful but it doesn’t leave my stomach feeling heavy. Enjoy!


What You Need

☑ 1 can (14.5 ounces) beans (navy, red, black- your choice!)
☑ 1 small onion, chopped
☑ 1 lb (1 can) button mushrooms
☑ 10 ounces baby spinach
☑ 4 small red potatoes cut into 1/2 inch
☑ 2 servings of udon (two small packages) optional
☑ 1/4 tsp thyme
☑ 1 Tbsp vegetarian oyster sauce (made from mushrooms)
☑ 1 Tbsp olive oil
☑ 1 1/2 cups water
☑ red cooking wine
☑ sea salt

What You Do

1. Cook your udon according to package directions! You can add whatever noodles you like here, but I love the big fat udon noodles so that’s what we went with. Udon comes in small packages at the average grocery store, but at an Asian grocer it can come in large bundles. If you’re using the small packages, grab two, and if you’re using the bundle, just separate out two servings (if they aren’t already separated for you!) Udon doesn’t take that long to cook, so strain it and set it aside when it’s done.

2. While your udon is cooking, heat your olive oil in a large pot over medium heat and add your onion and potatoes and cook until the onion is slightly brown (5 min or so) before adding a pinch (or three, if you’re like me) of salt, mushrooms and thyme for another few minutes until the mushrooms are tender (if you’re using fresh).

3. Add 1 1/2 cups water, a splash of red cooking wine, your cooked and drained noodles, 1 tbsp of vegetarian oyster sauce, and the spinach to the pot, stir, cover with a lid, and let it cook for 8-10 minutes (or until your potatoes are tender).

Serve hot and enjoy!

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